Already had a blow out ....

Already logged out. Didn't get my walk today as I attempted to but was slipping everywhere on blackness.  Had to turn back. 
Did have many visitors so I ate 3 slices of fruit cake. I had had a fried egg toast sandwich at 1030 as I was starving. Then husband made us stuffed pasta and put a whole bag if garlic bread on as we have no room I  fridge. I then had a mince pie and brandy cream. Then to top it all off I ate a whole big bar of chocolate. I weighed myself tonight feeling heavy and bloated and was 13.3. Aaaah if I hadn't had that pig out I probably could of been under 13 by xmas in Sunday. Think I will draw a line under it. The goal is to get under by new year anyway.

(76-10) 66sp

(81-11) 70sp actually had more

I went to garden centre for lunch to meet nct girls after health visitor left. Baby was 12 2! He is  58cm.
Had tuna melt wrap with no crisps. 

After dinner I polished off all the truffles pictured but I've only counted it as 24sp. I reckon it was a lot more. I'm not really caring tbh. Could of been worse.

(80-16) 64sp walked 7 miles

Walked more than planned as I left my credit card in aldi.
Was doing so well until I went into the fridge and scoffed 4 truffles which I'm counting as 12sp. The Hot Choc was tgat instant stuff.

5 week challenge 13.3 (3/4) (58-7) 51sp

Ok the last fresh start didn't go to plan. However in 5 weeks we have friends visiting and I really don't want to feel rubbish for the next year. The weight loss has stopped as the only thing making it go steadily down was breast feeding and walking however I am gorging on chocolate every night. Have a really sweet tooth just now. Think I am going to have to buy popcorn to snack on at night. It's pretty low cal and fat. It's also got fibre. I am also going to use ww . I am allowed 52sp a day ( technically 58 when you include the 42 weeklies) . I am also going to use my fit bit to earn activity points which can go towards food once yiu have earned 3 in a day.

I was 13.3 (3/4) this morning.  I think I'm a bit bloated. Didn't go to toilet yesterday as night before I hurt myself going and was worried it had something to do with episiotomy. I was down to 13.0. So shoukd get down to that quickly. Two weeks until new years day. It would be nice to be into the 12s by then.

Feeling really motivated to do this today. Had breakfast bar and a banana while feeding baby. Lunch was a tuna mayo wrap. Walked to tesco with husband , baby and dog to pick things up for dinner. I had a persimmon and 2 kiwis gor a snack. Had a huge baked potato, beans and cheese. Later tonight I had a decaf coffee and half a bar of fudge minis.

Fresh start 13.0

Was 13.0 (3/4) this morning.  Think I might loosely follow ww not sure. The aim is to be under 12.6 for my birthday. Then I only have to lose half a stone to get in the 11s.

Screw this let's end the year well

I'm sitting here having had 2 toffee tarts and a packet of giant buttons too much. Feeling really uncomfortable and getting angry at having to wear a bra to bed. Time to get a grip I think. I was 13.3 tonight before I ate the second tart. Time to eat better and I really mean it. Can have a healthy 12 days until xmas. Then try and get under 12 10 for new year.

Friday 9th

5 weeks post partum 13.2

Not got much time to make myself food never mind take photos. However I would love to be under 13 stone for Christmas. I feel that I need to up my fruit and veg aswell. Also not have so many sweet things at night. Just going to try and take photos for 2 weeks.

4 week post partum 13.3

Was 13.3 this morning. Got a lot of sleep last night. 12-6 then 7.30 to 10.30. Walked to homebase and garden centre tee then tesco with my mum. Bought some light up sticks and a mini xmas tree.